I have been searching for it. Deep down inside my mind, heart, and soul, I know what I’m looking for, but it would be impossible to explain it to the world. It’s my exclusive journey, that I and only myself could understand, that I must endure privately.
I have an ideal image in my head. Something gorgeous, somewhat perfect, easy to maintain, and could be modified as per my request. I have spent days painstakingly looking for the perfect version, I have dreamt of finding something that can represent me, or the version of me which I picture in my head: cool yet a bit complicated, simple with hints of surprises here and there, sleek, sexy, intriguing, and works in every season.
I have dated about twenty of them for the past week. I even have shamelessly stolen other people’s, tried to see whether what they have suited me. I have stayed up late wandering around the world. I have been circling around from every corner and possibility. I ask people what they think. I’m nervous, restless, agitated….
I have yet. To find. My soulmate.
I have yet. To find. A perfect. Template.
You might see my blog undergoes a minor surgery, like botox, every time you come to visit. Please bear with me. I promise it will be done soon.
I know, I’m that vain…
PS: in case you’re wondering, my header is designed by Therry. I can’t thank her enough. I’d probably pester her for the rest of her life, asking her to change this and that bit. Forever.
PS again: I tested the header to several friends. Boys think it’s naughty because the girl looks naked. I argue that she has her stilettos on, although it doesn’t necessarily mean she’s dressed. What do you think?